hopefully this goes better than the previous ones

i got up and got ready for the day, did my exercises and then fredrick and i went to abercrombie and fitch to get the order i ordered online. we found out that we were a day late, so they sent it back. although- i'm pretty sure i'm wearing the pants that i ordered in that same order right now and i mistakenly ordered another pair.. so i don't really think it was much of a loss (seeing as they did refund me fully when i didn't pick up the order from yesterday). some lady from a hotel called me and told me she wanted to interview me to work a position at a hotel today like right before fredrick and i left for abercrombie. so after i got back, i ate lunch and went to sabathani. i emailed the lady and asked her if the interview she requested from me was a microsoft teams interview (because she sent me an invite using microsoft teams) or if it was an in-person interview because the subject of the email and microsoft teams interview was "in-person interview". she replied when i got back from sabathani (or that was when i viewed it anyway) and she said it was at the hotel, in person and she just messed up sending me a microsoft teams invitation. so i got another in-person interview for a hotel.. i'll mentally try to prepare myself to avoid saying and doing the wrong thing. i will also review the job description a few times tomorrow before the interview. i don't know of anything else i need to do to prepare. *GASP* i AM capable of doing more than mindlessly hauling my ass to a sad excuse of a "rehab institute" because people are ACTUALLY interested in hiring me, so they take the iniative to schedule IN-PERSON INTERVIEWS WITH ME, AMANDA AND MOM! if you guys REALLY cared about me as much as you try to make it seem to other people- YOU'D BE ENCOURAGING OF MY GOALS. this was one of the reasons why i ran off to new york when i was 15- i assumed my family wouldn't be helpful/supportive of my goal- so i took the iniative MYSELF and found the first exit i could (tim didn't live in the area of new york i had truly wanted but it was a fast way to get closer to my goal of living where I wanted- SO I TOOK IT). not like i had caring family who REALLY CARED anyway! things haven't changed but i have more experiences in life to know what to avoid doing compared to when i was 16. SO LET'S NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE JACKASS FAMILY MEMBERS. stop with the fake concern bullshit just to appear "caring" to everyone else- YOU CAN'T EVEN ANSWER THE PHONE FOR ME IN THE EMERGENCY ROOM. I GAVE UP CALLING MY MOM BECAUSE SHE GETS HYSTERICAL AND ACTS LIKE THE WORLD IS ENDING WHICH DOESN'T HELP THINGS. my grandma must've assumed shit like this would happen, so she put her reliable niece in her spot to handle emergencies.. proves how naive she was.